Day 28: Spiders....

Day 28: A picture of something you're afraid of :/

Even looking at pictures of spiders got my heart racing with nervousness...

So I know most people are scared of spiders but I feel like I'm one of the more severe cases of arachnophobia. It's bad. And it sucks. Seriously, no matter how small or harmless a spider will be, when I see it, I freeze up and I really can't do anything except for yell to my parents to come get it; or yell to anyone that can hear me. And then I'm scarred for a while and can't go to that same place for a while because I'm still scared of seeing the spider there. The only place that's an exception to that is my room because I just suck it up and go in. But really, I hate being on grass for fear of a spider to crawl by. I can't do anything run-down or dusty or anything for fear of a spider landing on my head. I don't do lots of things for fear of spiders. You've seen Ron in Harry Potter and how he reacts to spiders right (which apparently, is really how Rupert Grint reacts to them too ha)? Yeah, that's pretty much me. It's really bad for me. My mom always asks me, "What are you going to do when you have kids and they ask you to catch a spider?" And that's when I tell her, "I'm going to make sure they don't have to go through the same thing as me and make sure they're not afraid of spiders." Haha. I'm going to be such a great mom someday ;)

I say, spiders get lucky when I'm all alone, too. Because I can't come near them, I avoid them and run away, therefore not catching them and letting them live. Now that's bad....