Day 18: To be outgoing or not to be outgoing

Day 18: A picture of your biggest insecurity

This is a sad picture!!!

We all have them right? Everyone has at least one insecurity in their lives. I feel like most of the time they're personal. I think an insecurity many girls in the world would have is their body. When they feel like they're not skinny enough. Or their looks in general...that they're not pretty enough or whatever. I do have those moments in my life where I get those insecurities, but for the most part, I really pull myself away from those things. I accept myself and I like how I look. Sure, there are days when I feel fat or whatever, but I love me! Anyway, so enough of that rant. 


My biggest insecurity would probably have to be when I'm alone amongst a crowd. When I'm by myself in general I'm totally fine but when I'm in, say....a classroom or a party (though I don't go to parties by myself in the first place) or crowded places or just something like that, I get really insecure and don't know what to do. I usually love being outgoing and just striking a conversation with someone but I just can't do that when I don't know anyone at all in the area. Weird, right? You'd think I'd be the other way around so that I don't feel alone, but....nope! That really is my biggest insecurity. It's bad. Especially in college in my classes. I really need to just start up a conversation and make friends but it scares me. I'm a strange person...haha


That's it for now!